The Replacement Specialist

It was a rather relax week for me. Having "On The Job Training" almost everyday but it's quite straining on my transportation fee. Taking over maju on next mon and wed! Let's hope it's not as tough as wad he said.

Started chatting on mon and one webcam brought us closer lol. Guess being able to see other helps in communication :) A new motivation. Spent my time at home waiting and waiting lol ... Looks so silly but cant help it. Been sleeping really late this few night and I'm dam shagged nw lol.

Received a call from smu for biz interview!!! Next tue 5pm to 8pm!!! Praise the lord!!!

What's The Rationale

Went through the full MP course just to be called a security leader? Arent we supposed to be full fledged MP? What's the rationale behind this? Be it whether are we the first or last batch, it doesnt change the fact we went through the full course. Seems like the recent changes did stir up quite a lot of commotion among us.

Pissed off after looking at my schedule when I thought it might be better for me instead. Came home just to receive a msg saying I'm a sly guy for psycho-ing u to ****??? Did I ever talk to u b4 about anything b4? Weird guy. Spoilt brat. What a bad day it is today. Just what have you prepared for me lord? I don feel like gg back to **** and luckily I'm nt a reserved for tht place but the fact tht my buddy is the one selected, he made quite a big fuss out of it... What is this man... things start to go well for me n bad again while at the same time things started to go bad for ppl staying beside me. Am I to be blamed for this? Someone has to do it anyway. It's just whether is it you or I.

I wont be leading a normal life starting from this week. It feels just like a basketball w/o an owner. You need to be there to be passed around, being thrown into the basket so that people around you get to accumulate points and sadly u're the one suffering... What a cruel fact it is.

Whatever it is, I still believe in you that you had prepared a good plan for me. All I ask for now, is to ease all the conflicts among ourselves - friends....

Attachment @ PAD

Pierce Ammunition Dump? LOL!!! Carried two basketballs to the camp today and it became two longans after the day LOL!!!! RSM LOL!!!! All I want is just to "SAF", now all my public holidays and weekends are burnt for sure cos it's work one day n rest for the nex day lol... Routine life. There's both good n bad points which I may not have find out yet. The only thing I can do now is to put all my trust in God to give me the most suitable option. Shall not worry about it too much sigh...

2PDF - 8th S.I.R

Went to clementi today for "briefing". Felt kinda disappointed after the whole day. There's still lots of uncertainties, posting to some camp for attachment and gotta wait till next week before I start working. Finally posting will only be out this thurs or fri. It's a mount, dismount type of work. Wonder if it's good or bad lol cant be attending church every sunday from nw sian!!!!

It wasnt as good as I had expected in terms of workload. The trainings we have to go through makes it sound as if we're posted to infantry lol but yet...

Quite tired after the whole day LOL!!! Gotta wake up at 4.45am tmr!!! next week gotta start my 24hrs work alrdy!!!! Stress!!! I nid some motivation lol

Combined Arms Training (CAT)

It's great to be back in SCS. Feel great to see my old pals again and this time round, there's a MP arm band on my right arm haha! Of course, wadever I do, others are watching as I'm afterall a law enforcer lol. Missed the time back in MP command haha.

Went out to IT fair hoping to buy something back but apparently nothing caught my eyes. Most of the stuffs are around the same price or more expensive than outside except for TV and Laptops. I'm in need of a Ipod charger!!! Went over to Dell to see yvonne and nice hair style she got there. Glad to see her again. Anyway Billy came to meet nich and chye for clubbing right after we had our dinner. Changed alot indeed. No longer look and sound like the old billy lol.

Gotten have my hair cut tmr... SIGH!!!! It took me such a long time and effort to grow my hair and now.... LOL!!! Registered for O Level English hoping I can score a B3 for it LOL!!! Let's see... $160!!! Gotta work hard for it!!!

Instead of using a few fishing rods, Nich said he used a net instead LOL!!!! What a wise and smart move it is LOL!

Good-Bye, MP Command

It's just another usual week. 2 more days and I will no longer be there anymore. WIll I be converted to a security leader or will I continue to stay as a MP? Trained so hard, stayed throughout the whole course to tell me that I might not get to wear the armband LOL!!! Hope it's not the case. I have come a long way, 8 month in NS already. Never did I expect it to be so tough to obtain a 3SG rank, finally, it's coming to an end.

Thanks to Jeremy who introduced retrosport to me. Went there with simon and got myself a Ben Sherman Tee @ $28 only!!! I need more T shirts lol!!! Went to orchard after that to check out LV stuffs. There's not a single thing I can afford lol!!! Anyway went to get a burberry perfume for julian's birthday as the audio tech headset hasnt reach me yet! Wasted my money!!! I ended up buying one burberry perfume for myself too LOL!!!

Great host as always but I was expecting at least a buffet dinner? LOL! My main dish was watermelon!!!! Julian!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!! Poor Teck Heng for starving himself till Julian's party and just to get watermelon as his main dishes hahaha! Quite a no. of hot girls were there hahaha...

My face is drying up!!! I suppose oxy 10 is really to strong for my skin lol!!!